This is my only child and I love him more that you could imagine. When you were two, I wrote you a song. I have a son who I am very close to. But what about the role of fathers in Gemma's life? Instead of remorse, I chose retaliation. I wish I could go backward and correct my mistakes. You mean more to me than anything else in the world! I was sent by my office to an international conference in London and I could not leave at the time I received news of your operation. I always spend time with my friends and barely spend time with my family because of his girlfriend.
It was never my intention to hurt you, but the desperation to kill this addict inside of me. I kept us both alive despite a huge lack of money to do so. That's up to you I know. . I am sorry for the guilt or thoughts I have placed in your head that you were the reason for my addiction.
He responds to my text messages right away and even picked up the phone when I call him. And talk to me if you need to. I am sorry for crushing your spirit and then walking all over it. Understandably, Dan has reflected on these feelings many times. Father loved us no less then, than now.
Dear Boys, Today, I arrived at my office door, my mind spinning with countless concerns—house repairs and my therapy clients and blog comments and how to convince your mother I was right about something completely inconsequential. As an adult, you said you were. It expresses the sorry state of the son or daughter. I don't have a clue to where I should start, because I don't know what, when or honestly why he cut me out of his life. I'd had enough of the abuse by: Anonymous Great information.
The cat that I got for him after the divorce, when he was still living with me. I am to blame a quarter of the time. In my case I lost my son when I divorced his father he was 17 at the time and took the divorce very hard. I felt like a single mother most of the time as I was the one who did everything, and I mean everything. Based on the sheer number of comments and beautiful responses, you can see your blog post has impacted many. I am sorry we failed.
My mother had him a lot because I was in school and working so when I saw him it was just to put pjs on and kiss him goodbye. On the nights I do that, everything goes smoother. This loved one, may be better known as; the lost cause, the underdog, the pain bearer, the hopeless one, the destructor, or any other negative name, but finally this loved one, is better known as the addict! But this apology letter really helped me say the things I wanted to say to my parents. Tell him what caused you to behave in the manner which hurt or offended him. I soothed you when you cried. Infused with humour, the author makes the most out of a difficult situation, making her book enjoyable to read despite the heartbreaking tale she tells. But it was a new beginning in disguise.
A father is the most important man in a boys life. I had no other choice except to ask you. My 15 year old son has forgiven me although I rarely speak with him and see him even less. However the substance is truly candid and expresses the profound love I feel for my son. I managed to drive you away in the process without intending to.
I didn't start the Ritalin abuse and I was crushing and snorting it until 2008 when I started going to Mexico to purchase ridiculously large amounts of it. Even though I wrapped myself in a blanket, I still froze and felt the freezing effects of the wind whipping through my bones and at my face as I sat on the bleachers, while you worked up a sweat on the field. I can only invoke my own childhood leaving my lovely mother out of it, this time sharing some of the invaluable, parenting lessons I learned at Ted Mooney's knee. His mother never paid any child support for the ten years I raised him, so money is a sensitive matter to her. But I am not going to waste any more time doing what I should have done a long time back — apologize to you.
I know sometimes the temptation of greed and the love of money can be overwhelming, but the dupery always seems to fall in the lap of the beholder and the expectations are short lived. I loved those moments, even though I hate sewing! I ask for his address or new phone numbers but his mother is no help, when I send a letter to my son his mother tells me to give it to her and she will handle it. I also find that crying helps me get out the pain and frustration I feel. When I almost lost my leg and had to undergo major surgery to save it, our roles were reversed and you took good care of me. She moonlights as a blogger and writer, and spends her days learning to enjoy this crazy, messy beautiful life of single motherhood. I cannot wait to see the expression on his face when he sees his many gifts! Going away for a weekend causes stress when I pack. But I'm sure as with me we love our children more than life itself.
I was abusing my prescription medications mainly Ritalin in huge amounts, and other times drinking in access which led me to a three month jail sentence that I am certainly not proud of as a mother. When we were little, he polished our leather shoes winter and sandals summer to a gleam every night, because appearances matter. But I chose the worst of the world for myself. Keeping still for those few minutes required drastic measures! You have always been a garb of strength for me, and hurting you was the most terrible mistake I ever made. The quandary is physically getting the letter to my son. I wish somehow I could take away your pain but I know how fruitless any words of mine must be. Free eBook: My eBook, , is available free to new blog subscribers.